If you are here, chances are that you feel a little like...
Phil in Groundhog Day...
Why am I stuck in this setting with characters I don’t like?
Why are the same horrible days on REPEAT, no matter what I do to change them?
Or maybe you feel like Thomas Anderson in The Matrix...
I know there is more to this life than what I am seeing.
I can’t explain it, but I can feel it. I’ve felt it my entire life.
There is something wrong and I have to figure it out.
You watched 50 First Dates and silently wished that every time you went to sleep, you forgot everything that happened the day before.
But what about the good stuff?
It hasn't all been awful right?
You loved About Time and deeply considered everything that you would do differently if only you had this gift of time travel.
But if you changed that moment, would everything actually be better?
You shook your head during Sliding Doors, wondering to yourself which split-second decision it was that landed you in this version of your story.
But how would you know for sure it was THAT moment?
Plus, if you knew which moment it was, knowing what you know now, would you actually make a different decision?
I know this journey, from the inside-out,
as an upside-down hero who has been sifting through my st*ry for more than a decade and helping others do the same.
I’ve wondered why the same plot twists and villains continue to show up in my st*ry.
I’ve had moments of clarity where I’ve seen through the st*ry matrix, only to be drowned by it again.
I’ve dreamed about time-traveling so that I could say what I should have said, or do what I should have done.
I’ve wondered if it would actually change anything.
Plus, for the last ten-plus years, I’ve worked with amazing souls trapped in crappy st*ries that have kept them from achieving their dreams of changing the world.
We dream of becoming game-changing heroes and heroines
in our homes, offices, communities, and countries.
We’ve acquired and honed unique superpowers to stop the villains
and make the world a better, safer place for all.
We realize we are surrounded by allies and mentors
who would immediately rally to a collective cause.
We hesitate. We doubt. We procrastinate.
We say YES when we should say NO, and NO when we should say YES.
We knock our heads against our desk as we face
the same plot twist and characters over and over.
We wonder if we will ever do the things we know we are here to do
in our homes, offices, communities, and countries.
Why, after all of this personal development and energy work,
are we still facing the same damn STORY MATRIX?
It was AMAZING.
Well, EXCEPT for…
The recurring plot twists and villains.
The financial wipe-outs.
The unhinged relationships.
The major health crisis.
Yeah, except for all that.
In 2013, I made the decision to stop accelerating my dream. I had enough evidence to see that if I did, I would lose everything important to me.
So, I picked up the shovel and started digging with...
- tools and skills I had already acquired over six years in transformational work
- additional superpowers of mentors and allies who showed up along the way
- the epic stories that fell into my lap
It took me two years to see the story matrix I was living in.
But it only took me a few months to heal enough of it that I could remove myself from the plotline I’d been GIVEN three decades earlier and begin to write my own story.
Hello, newer and truer story.
Since then, I’ve been working mindfully to rewire the core st*ries and help others do the same.
I have seen beyond other plot twists and
rewired stories that sabotaged my efforts to move forward.
I have developed some Jedi-like skills and
used them diligently to light my path when it was dark.
I have faced some of my biggest remaining villains and
completely changed my relationship to them.
I have enlisted several powerful allies and
reached out for help when I was lost.
I have broken generational curses and spells and created more possibility for me and those I love.
My storyline has improved,
my superpowers and band of allies have expanded,
and my faith in the Co-Author of my story has been deepened.
I want the same for YOU.
Welcome to the...
Rewire Your St*ry Matrix Programs
Last year, I decoded and distilled this process into a st*ry-healing framework that helps people like you shift from the frustrated Character of your story to the Co-Author of it.
In fact, I’ve seen heroes shift decades-old st*ries in as little as 21 days. Seriously, it amazed even ME!
I invite heroes to play at 1 of 3 levels.
In other words, you choose the time-commitment and amount of support that feels right to you.
And yes, of course these are Matrix branded, only instead of pills… we speak CHOCOLATE!
As you can see, the DARK program is the most comprehensive. In one year, you will have enough time to dive deep to core st*ries that are recreating the same traps in your relationships, health, financial wellbeing, and even your spiritual connection.
The LIGHT program will give you enough time away and space to learn the framework, take it home, practice embodying it, and experience immediate coaching and feedback as you face the challenges that always arise when you try to rewire a story matrix that affects other characters in your story.
The WHITE program is going to give you enough of the framework and embodiment that you can begin to shift a story.
From F-U to Breakthrough: Craft a Better Story Loop: 2 hours. Via Zoom. Group Experience.
Begin to identify the st*ries that are keeping you stuck and learn some strategies to shift them quickly.
21-Day Quest from Character to Co-Author: Group Experience via Zoom and CocoonU.
Learn a powerful, in-our-DNA approach to st*ry-healing that will help you heal/rewire your body, mind, and soul.
90-Day Quest: Write to Right the World: Group Experience via Zoom and CocoonU. Unearth and transform the disempowering stories you've assimilated that keep you from stepping into heroic leadership. We travel together through 7 core themes that are vital to becoming a heroic leader.
Journey through A Religion of Story: Over the course of 7 two-hour workshops, we will dive deeper into our conditioned beliefs around the seven themes that affect how we go about changing the world.
3-Day Retreat[s]: You and me and up to 23 other messengers in a cabin/retreat center in Portland, OR.
Think slumber party where, in addition to enjoying the movies, yummy food, and giggles, we also witness each other heal st*ries that have been keeping us from stepping fully and unapologetically into our purpose.
Saved By Story Club.
It’s like a book club, but we will engage and discuss movies, tv shows, and other storytelling media with the intention of uncovering hidden treasures in the stories that will help us co-author better personal and collective stories in a community where we can experience deeper engagement, accountability, and healing.
Monthly Group Cocoon Sessions: 1 hour. Via Zoom. Group Experience.
The months where we don’t meet in a retreat setting, we’ll meet online to celebrate our wins and ask for/receive support to stay the course. This work is not for the faint-hearted, but I’m telling you it’s easier than not doing it.
Monthly Innerlight Sessions: 1 hour. Via Zoom. Group Experience.
Every month, you’ll be invited to join us for a group Innerlight session. This energy balancing modality has been accelerating my own personal healing and transformation, and moving my clients through theirs faster than I could have dreamed possible.
Unlimited 15-minute SOS Calls and Emails. Because it’s not for the faint-hearted. Because you will be clear and excited. And then you’ll be upside-down. And you’ll need a reminder that it’s okay to be where you are, and maybe some support in figuring out the next right step.
Beautiful accommodations and delicious food are included for all of the retreats.
The only additional investment is whatever it takes for you to get to Portland, OR.
What Participants are Saying About This St*ry-Healing Work
[and they didn’t have the retreats and additional coaching that you’ll get!]
"As always, I was reviewing, analyzing, searching for what was blocking me.
I wasn’t sure what the quest was exactly, but I knew that if Amanda was facilitating it,
I would most likely benefit by participating. I was correct in my assumptions.
I liked the daily prompts, the ability to watch again if I needed to, and the pace was perfect for me based on where I was in my own process. Supporting other people in the group kept me from over-thinking/reacting/focusing on myself. I’m re-energized and have more clarity.
The loss of hope that accompanies immobility has been replaced with
new hope and action plans. I have shifted from fantasy to reality."
"I signed up for this experience based on my intuition. I had attended a workshop with Amanda, in which my mind made a significant shift. It happened so quickly in that hour-long experience that I was intrigued by her method. I was curious and wanted more of those aha’s and mini-breakthroughs to happen. I had spent a year trying to process, uncover, and discover new things about a frustrating and painful story from my childhood so that I could move on. I knew there were even more important things still blocking my view, despite that I had done all of this internal personal work.
In 21 days, less actually, I started to see things about the story that my mind just couldn’t see before. I began to make shifts around day 13. And on day 18 another piece of the story surfaced, and I started to feel complete again. I had a fuller understanding of why this story was affecting my life now.
I am glad I jumped into this experience because I was able to work on a painful but significant part of my personal story in a safe space surrounded by supportive people. It’s kind of strange to think that a group of strangers can come together and hold space for one another while you work on very personal and sometimes painful stuff in your life.
Because of this experience, I now can take this framework and prompts and apply them to other stories and see where the story takes me, and what new things I can learn about the characters in my life as well as myself."